The Freeky Geeky Chronicles:
The Chaos of Care
The workshop hums quietly on a Friday morning, just past midnight. RJ seems lost in another distraction, admiring something on his desk.
Phobos: [sighs] Oh, no. Oh, no. The coffee machine is humming again, and you're still awake, RJ! This is all part of the cycle, isn't it? T1D... it's a terrible, unpredictable variable! It's the ultimate disaster waiting to happen, I tell you! Your mind needs rest, but the pump needs tuning! We're all on a razor's edge of low blood sugar and total collapse! [trembling]
RJ: (Looking up, dry and weary) You know, Phobos, for a figment of my anxiety, you’re really nailing the brief. But yeah, man, it’s been a chaotic couple of months. You hit the main points: Halloween ended up with an overnight hospital stay because of high ketones. It broke my heart to tell Rue she couldn't go trick-or-treating. Honestly, I think that just being a couple of days shy of the one-year mark since her diagnosis made it all feel a little heavier.
Mopes: [raspy, slow drawl] A shattered heart… a perfect microcosm of entropy’s triumph. The grand design of T1D cares not for ephemeral human joys like Halloween candy. It seeks only disorder. And the pump… a futile machine built to impose order on the inevitable chaos. I commend your effort, RJ, but the struggle is eternal.
Glitch: WOO-HOO! [excitedly] But the pump is an UPGRADE, Mopes! A robot helper that brings lows and drops! That's like a bonus stage of invention! And guess what? Rue's gonna rock her Pandora costume at the Ren Faire! That’s Pandora XP, man! We should give her whole outfit a glitter-power! [zapping noise] That's chaos refinement!
Pandora: [crisp lilt, with a playful sigh] Glitter-power aside, Glitch, I must say, it is literally a total honor that Rue chose my style. It totally speaks to her inherent confidence and excellent taste, you know. But RJ, let's circle back to your CNC mill upgrade. The family is totally the priority, but the backlog of parts—for the trap run and the nfilter run—those won't manage themselves. You need the CNC to upgrade your workflow!
RJ: (Running a hand through his beard) That’s the Capricorn struggle, isn't it? The CNC is the priority personal project because I use it to make a lot of the parts for the waiting list. The trap run parts for section 2 are wrapping up, and the nfilter supplies are inbound. I've been getting some welding done, and it’s a smart move because the welding needed for the Trap Run rear walls, nfilters and the CNC Mill upgrade helps keep the shop warm in this wintering weather. It’s a three-for-one deal for progress and comfort.
Phobos: [raspy tremor] Welding! Oh, the sparks! The flash burns! The sheer, terrifying heat! And the CNC! A high-speed, sharp-bladed, metallic monster! It will inevitably fail! The trap parts will misalign! The nfilters will overheat! We're surrounded by imminent, catastrophic machinery failure!
Glitch: [giggling] Welding is just controlled fire-art! And you need to see the new Chaos Radio and Freeky Geeky Review videos, Phobos! They’re pure, unadulterated, refined chaos! We've turned your fear into a podcast! And all those video projects I’m on, even the ones with fabrication comments? They’re just side quests for my creative expression!
Mopes: [heavy sigh, fading to a mumble] A side quest… in the vast, unending chaos. To complicate things further with videos... more efforts destined to scatter into the digital void. You seek joy in your songs and reviews, Glitch, but even those new projects will one day be dust, consumed by the relentless march of YouTube’s algorithm… and then I will sweep them up.
Pandora: [sarcastic lilt] Seriously, Glitch, Chaos Radio is simply RJ externalizing his internal monologue, proving his sanity is literally an organized mess. But the point is, RJ, you’ve totally uncomplicated the video projects. That's progress. Now, about that CNC upgrade... I can start drafting a prioritized, segmented installation schedule based on your welding windows to maximize efficiency. What good is a new saw if the mill is still offline?
RJ: (Sighs, a small, genuine smile forming on his face)
RJ’s Lesson: The Fuel of the Figments
RJ looks out toward the flickering Dream Window Studio, a rich, dark patina of coffee swirling in his mug. The shop's organized chaos seems to pulse gently around him.
The whole thing—the late nights, the constant T1D pump checks, the heartbreaking Halloween miss—it all boils down to accepting the unexpected chaos. I spend all my time building things to bring order to the outside world, yet my greatest creations, you guys, are the personification of my internal disorder. You are the chaos that makes the creation possible. So, if you're out there, a fellow Freeky Geek with a crazy-long to-do list and a family that keeps you grounded but exhausted, remember this: the fight for order is just as important as the fight to accept the chaos. Embrace the Glitch, listen to the Pandora, calm the Phobos, and let the Mopes remind you that life is supposed to be messy. The things you love most will always be worth the trouble.
Stay Freeky, Stay Geeky, and always Share the Chaos!
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